If u guys didn noe.......

......that spd bouldering EXIST!

I Seriously Don't Know What 2 Do.

Once a fren told me.......Given the choice to live a life on earth again or the openly gift of going to heaven.....he would hv chosen to live on earth.

I was baffled. No doubt I could not comprehend the 'stupid' choice. For all the best pleasures in the world that could hv lay on his hand, he choose the former.

As my artistic mindset (cheh wah......artistic mindset my ass) shape the reasons behind such an impractical decision, I slowly began to understand what he was trying to mean.

As humans, we are given life choices. To make the right ones frm the wrong ones. Or to learn from the wrong ones. Or evn worse, to make the wrong ones again and learn very hard frm them and pray to god that he does help u :P.

For tt is REALITY. If you dun take actions nor think much about it, then u suffer the consequences. And if it was heaven, then everything would be too perfect for you to evn think bout anythin harsh. Hence, may find it revolting coz if u had everything, it also means u had nothing. Get it! Get it! Neither do I, haha! Nah, just kidding.

Basically, I guess it is kinda fun bein a human. Coz u get to make mistakes, and go to hell with them. hahahahah! Just joking.

Happy New Year to the Muslim Calender eh. :) Peace Out!

Life

The pain is starting.maybe shld hv kept my mouth shut tight.

Didn noe the impt things..shld hv bn more proactive.

For all what is left...lesson learn the hard way.

Hope is left for....a new 'special' one.

Stay happy always.....in the long run.

3 DOORS DOWN

"This Time"

Unsure of yourself
you stand divided now.
Which road will lead you there
Last time you fell and you hit hard
Your wounds have healed by now
But you still see your scars yeah

But it’s not the way it use to be right now
You come so far to just let this go my friend, don't go out
The same way you did the last time
You’ll break when you fall
Don’t make the same mistakes you did all over
You’ve got to believe in yourself this time

Live on, live it up today
This life’s your cup
So drink it up I say, yeah
Say it’s mine so give it all up to me now
And walk that line, don’t let this go, don’t go out the

Same way you did the last time
Your break when you fall
Don’t make the same mistakes you did all over
You’ve got to believe in yourself this time

Life’s your cup, life’s your cup
Drink it up
Life’s your cup, life’s your cup

The same way you did the last time
You’ll break when you fall
Don’t make the same mistakes you did all over
You got to believe in yourself this time [x2]

Bored

So wat do u do on a Sat evening when ur plans fail and u are stuck home alone?

I learn that the real way.

U lazily eat a mixture tuna sandwich wif full-boiled Yeggs for dinner, and watch any movies u can grasp on the spot! Bolt was crap........Wall-E was decent............and a christmas movie on Channel 5 was just nice. Oh oh, not to 4get the homemade 'Martini' made by good old F&N Orange, Coke, and some Sprite Ice. Yessah!


(Psssss.....I noe the pics look sux. But trust me, everything tasted gr8!)

Oh well, the surrounding still remains quiet in the dead late of the night when ur elder bro & sis still ain home yet. But they dun talk much either. So no diff ther....

Sigh

I guess I betta get to slp. New day tmr. A whole new day.

Feelings Narrated in Words

"The book says people are bewitched by the fantasy of imaginations than the reality of the world."
- We choose to ignore the truth and gives all hope in whatever is unforeseen and positive to what we want it to be. However, for that is what makes us human.

"The music captivates the person in an environment of true feelings."
-We embrace whatever is common to what we feel. That is why we yearn for music that 'lyrics' our feelings on the ground that it has truthfully depicts what people could have never understood.


The analytical perceptions of the human mind seems to define it so. That is what I have done and how I derive to such conclusions. The intention behind such actions is a food for thought for the mediocre mind or for those who does not understand.

P.S.--> I am still confuse.

Moment of Truth

Damn, mon went by so damn fast! It was like ystd tt I've went to JWP wif the SPRC guys!

Guess wat happened by monday? Guessx3!?!?!

Well, started off wif a few hours of slp b4 pop got to wake me up to help out at the padang at Khatib stadium. Mind u, i only slpt for 3-4hours only.

And, rain poured like there was tmr, seriously! Was praying and sittin in the middle of the gloomy sky and gettin soaked while the Imam, was givin the speech. Several of the Jihadis, hehe, i mean muslim prayed and cheowed, while pop's fav son stayed behind to support the cause. Haiz. Cool way to end the morning?!?!?!

Then went to enjoy a get-2-gther session wif the sis's frens. Body of Lies, the movie which we watched, was quite a decent show. I gif it a 3 n 1/2 stars! Then we all cheowed to Anjie's house. Didn knew she live in some kind of private aparment or wat. Anw, tt's not the point. Point is: Tried new flavoured sunshine pizza which we bought and taste definitely Yummy (it had yegg!).

The night ended wif sheesha wif karsten, jay,n hilman! Which was a sleepy rush frm Anjie's house to Haji Lane! Almost went back to bad habits of slpin in train and missin my destination (Lucky, 2day is lucky day!). Ouh ya, we went to some mini-boulderin sessions wif slippers and ate mac for suppers! In which case, I puke twice along the process (the headaches still killin me now!)!

AND NOW, the moment of truth!

I am packin my bags for camp5! Yessah! and my mind is definitely tired at the same time! Very TIREd!

Gonna Miss the Ji's and Jah's of me life! Adioz guys, See u in another life time! :P

P.S.-->I feel it stronger than before.

I pray for the fear in me that it shall not be the worse.

Sigh

For when I am awake, I feel sleepy.

For when I am asleep, I feel awake.

For that is why I could not concentrate.