If u guys didn noe.......

......that spd bouldering EXIST!

I Seriously Don't Know What 2 Do.

Once a fren told me.......Given the choice to live a life on earth again or the openly gift of going to heaven.....he would hv chosen to live on earth.

I was baffled. No doubt I could not comprehend the 'stupid' choice. For all the best pleasures in the world that could hv lay on his hand, he choose the former.

As my artistic mindset (cheh wah......artistic mindset my ass) shape the reasons behind such an impractical decision, I slowly began to understand what he was trying to mean.

As humans, we are given life choices. To make the right ones frm the wrong ones. Or to learn from the wrong ones. Or evn worse, to make the wrong ones again and learn very hard frm them and pray to god that he does help u :P.

For tt is REALITY. If you dun take actions nor think much about it, then u suffer the consequences. And if it was heaven, then everything would be too perfect for you to evn think bout anythin harsh. Hence, may find it revolting coz if u had everything, it also means u had nothing. Get it! Get it! Neither do I, haha! Nah, just kidding.

Basically, I guess it is kinda fun bein a human. Coz u get to make mistakes, and go to hell with them. hahahahah! Just joking.

Happy New Year to the Muslim Calender eh. :) Peace Out!

Life

The pain is starting.maybe shld hv kept my mouth shut tight.

Didn noe the impt things..shld hv bn more proactive.

For all what is left...lesson learn the hard way.

Hope is left for....a new 'special' one.

Stay happy always.....in the long run.

3 DOORS DOWN

"This Time"

Unsure of yourself
you stand divided now.
Which road will lead you there
Last time you fell and you hit hard
Your wounds have healed by now
But you still see your scars yeah

But it’s not the way it use to be right now
You come so far to just let this go my friend, don't go out
The same way you did the last time
You’ll break when you fall
Don’t make the same mistakes you did all over
You’ve got to believe in yourself this time

Live on, live it up today
This life’s your cup
So drink it up I say, yeah
Say it’s mine so give it all up to me now
And walk that line, don’t let this go, don’t go out the

Same way you did the last time
Your break when you fall
Don’t make the same mistakes you did all over
You’ve got to believe in yourself this time

Life’s your cup, life’s your cup
Drink it up
Life’s your cup, life’s your cup

The same way you did the last time
You’ll break when you fall
Don’t make the same mistakes you did all over
You got to believe in yourself this time [x2]

Bored

So wat do u do on a Sat evening when ur plans fail and u are stuck home alone?

I learn that the real way.

U lazily eat a mixture tuna sandwich wif full-boiled Yeggs for dinner, and watch any movies u can grasp on the spot! Bolt was crap........Wall-E was decent............and a christmas movie on Channel 5 was just nice. Oh oh, not to 4get the homemade 'Martini' made by good old F&N Orange, Coke, and some Sprite Ice. Yessah!


(Psssss.....I noe the pics look sux. But trust me, everything tasted gr8!)

Oh well, the surrounding still remains quiet in the dead late of the night when ur elder bro & sis still ain home yet. But they dun talk much either. So no diff ther....

Sigh

I guess I betta get to slp. New day tmr. A whole new day.

Feelings Narrated in Words

"The book says people are bewitched by the fantasy of imaginations than the reality of the world."
- We choose to ignore the truth and gives all hope in whatever is unforeseen and positive to what we want it to be. However, for that is what makes us human.

"The music captivates the person in an environment of true feelings."
-We embrace whatever is common to what we feel. That is why we yearn for music that 'lyrics' our feelings on the ground that it has truthfully depicts what people could have never understood.


The analytical perceptions of the human mind seems to define it so. That is what I have done and how I derive to such conclusions. The intention behind such actions is a food for thought for the mediocre mind or for those who does not understand.

P.S.--> I am still confuse.

Moment of Truth

Damn, mon went by so damn fast! It was like ystd tt I've went to JWP wif the SPRC guys!

Guess wat happened by monday? Guessx3!?!?!

Well, started off wif a few hours of slp b4 pop got to wake me up to help out at the padang at Khatib stadium. Mind u, i only slpt for 3-4hours only.

And, rain poured like there was tmr, seriously! Was praying and sittin in the middle of the gloomy sky and gettin soaked while the Imam, was givin the speech. Several of the Jihadis, hehe, i mean muslim prayed and cheowed, while pop's fav son stayed behind to support the cause. Haiz. Cool way to end the morning?!?!?!

Then went to enjoy a get-2-gther session wif the sis's frens. Body of Lies, the movie which we watched, was quite a decent show. I gif it a 3 n 1/2 stars! Then we all cheowed to Anjie's house. Didn knew she live in some kind of private aparment or wat. Anw, tt's not the point. Point is: Tried new flavoured sunshine pizza which we bought and taste definitely Yummy (it had yegg!).

The night ended wif sheesha wif karsten, jay,n hilman! Which was a sleepy rush frm Anjie's house to Haji Lane! Almost went back to bad habits of slpin in train and missin my destination (Lucky, 2day is lucky day!). Ouh ya, we went to some mini-boulderin sessions wif slippers and ate mac for suppers! In which case, I puke twice along the process (the headaches still killin me now!)!

AND NOW, the moment of truth!

I am packin my bags for camp5! Yessah! and my mind is definitely tired at the same time! Very TIREd!

Gonna Miss the Ji's and Jah's of me life! Adioz guys, See u in another life time! :P

P.S.-->I feel it stronger than before.

I pray for the fear in me that it shall not be the worse.

Sigh

For when I am awake, I feel sleepy.

For when I am asleep, I feel awake.

For that is why I could not concentrate.

New Grounds

The much anticipated sheesha outing with my sec frens prove to be a miscalculation of its positive effects. Renewing lost time with old companions give me inspirations to my present state of dull mind. Their intelligence in drawing out interesting topics has bring about the old self in me, which was smthing I was yearning for.

I feel good. Good acquaintance is good. I guess everthing is GOOD!

I realise that being in poly have its pros & cons. You have the time to manage ur life to both sports & studies. However, it does not push you to excel further in studies. Smthin most essential to be living in SG. Heck.

One thing is for sure: I begin to realise I was born for a greater purpose. Or so to believe.

Whatever it is, I felt like a New Man.

P.s.-->Let's not waste anymore time pondering shall we. Time is precious!

Plus 1!

Funny Dream

After a night of non-stop movements that ended with a decent chick flick movie at cineleisure, I made my way back home in tired form. My keys reverberated through out the corridor in the dawn of the day. As I unlocked the door and closed it with a minor thud, all eyes were on me when I made my way through the living room and onto my bed. Ignoring the attention of my siblings, I lay down on my bed with much relief before dosing off into a deep sleep.

".....," I could not remember exactly what he said in that dream. But Dave Graham actions and mine depicted that we were having a discussion about rock climbing. He smiled or what not when I asked him a certain something.

Then, the whole scene remained with a change of character. A blondy appeared before me all beautiful. We were laying on a bed of grass on sunny afternoon, surrounded by big rocks and white flowers if I remember vaguely. Her expression of tenderness enlightened my mood that I could not ignore. I was like chasing after her as she stood up like a child and moved away gracefully and giggled. All so beautiful.

I woke up only to know that it was all a dream. It was already 2pm++. Sighed.

After waking up in a more decent manner, I asked myself this question, "Am I missing something?"

Imang's Wkend

Saturday
Cldn 'on' my laptop at all. Best option was to play my long time fren, the PS2. Played from 2pm-2am. Seriously. Completed Ace combat 4 (boring ACe series), and star wars: force unleashed by sun afternn (saviour of the wkends home getaway! :P)

Sunday
Went to JB wif elder sis. Kinda cooled tt she agreed to watch madagascar 2. hehe. I think i nd more penguin frens, can be such cool pals. (STOP BEIN GAY Iman). Best part is tt my sis payed for our lunch cum breakfast everytime we go JB. hehe. bastard ah me. (now u guys noe why i go ther in the 1st place, just kiddin eh) But she doesn seem to mind. at least we hv a 2-way street kinda thing. tt's the way it had been.

Reflections
I have many frens. Likes them. Loves some. But what i love is frens who can look up at me and greet me wif open-hearted gestures and all smiles. Ur happiness is what makes life so much better and what matters to me.

I dun hv time for every1 of u evn though I want to. and I rly want to spend time wif u guys. But life has a way of bein unfair to me and i hope u guys understand tt statement. This is no sad excuse.

P.s.--> i rly hv to stop bein all mushy. IT ain cool.

As time passed by.....

Fever killed my time, my mood, my climbing, my discipline. Being stuck at home is the least i wanted, coz i just roam thru the net aimlessly. Evn I hv no idea what am I writing.

But one thing for sure, I've bn not myself. Or choose to be ignorant of myself. Its hard to change my character for the better.

Shit

It feels good................

.....to hv a met world top climber up close and personal.

Points that I learn from Chris Lindner:

1)After a month-long rest or so, to get bck ur climbing form, do endurance-2-power b4 power-2-endurance training. As in more of 15-20 moves fun & easy routes.

2)From point 1, its better to rest for a long time from injuries than to worsen them and recover from them at a much longer time.

3)Competition is actually the least priority in the world. But due to sg culture of gettin sponsorship thru competition, than it speaks otherwise.

4)Lesser intense training is 2 days training 1 day rest, More intense training is 1 day training 1 day rest.

5)Sponsored climbers are not usually paid alot of money. Just enuf to pay the daily needs and travelling fees.

Dosage Fever

ooooooooooooo me god!!!!!!!!!! Finally got the wholes series of Dosage (RC). Best vids u can ever hv. Make me all steam up. Yessah! P.m. me if any of u guys wans it!

Mayb it's possible for me to climb an 8a nxt time(in the future tt is)! Wif the revamp rockgym, a climbin manual, RC vids, new training schedule, and lastly, mayb some willin climbin partners, i dun see it impossible.

I nid tt Dose. Ciaoz

Self-Control

To place the mask when needed and show not ur true feelings.

If it was ever that easy I say life wld be so ecstatically wonderful. Coz you can always say the right words at the right time. If only, that is.

Hmmmmmmm..........I sure speak in disordered 'engrish' that people/friends are bewildered. For only the author of such statements can interrelate his own writing, I believe. Unless, you are a close companion that understands the working of my mind.
If u are that perfect stranger than I guess you just wasted your time reading this post. I thank you for giving ur time though. =)

P.S.--> She makes me think irrationally.

Yessah! alamak, yessah no.2 pula ni!

Was patiently waitin for time to pass when i realise this blog nded some touch up. Surprisingly, alot cld be done within the hours to pass. But yet, it still not fully done!
hehe, let it go my mind said and let it go i did! Malas beb!

Was reading passed thru my fren's blogs at the same time. One thing i learn is tt our dear fren sharul is a gd storyteller. Doesn fail to tickles me to laugh. I see the younger sis mcm kena bully by the kakak. Tak pahdan kecil si sharul ni.......ish, ish, ish! (Now how do u translate what i just said in engrish?!?!?! hmmmmmm, my malay ni koyak lah)

hans blog seems empty

but imah's blog is, and i believe always be, UPDATED!

I shall resolute this post by saying Thank you to those who came down 2day to help out in the rockgym. I see future in u guys. Good future. And this is comin frm wise, not old, Imano,Imang,Iman!

One word

Cldn rly be bothered wif hari raya, cldn be bothered by writing formally. I guess my formal writing wif all those chim vocab and grammar is when i am takin bot smthin worth takin note or tt inspires me for the better. But what i cant wait to do right now is to start tt intensive training of mine.

Prob is ther's always clashes here n ther. like for eg, climbaprix in 2wks, rp mini-comp in 3 wks, and climbon in 4wks. Stupid eh. How to train like tt, might as well just climb. Bastard izzuan is right this time rd. Tt is to just climb.

Man, feel like doin an 8a route in the natural, seems right to me, but not my body. Nida do tt many daring jumpoffs frm 2 panels up. hehe. Hans made me missed krabi. Rly wanna go ther again. But well prepared. So many dreams, so little time. Life sure is short. Ponder is what i can and ponder is what i shall.

One word, 'Psyche!'

Yessah!

Tomorrow is the big day. But hell, my house is still in a mess. Doesn't matter. Can always clean it up some other time. Hehe.

Today was a pretty weird day. Suprisingly good day honestly but also a sick day. Coz I was down with bad flu and up-down fever. Must be the late tonnings wif karsten and hatta for 2 days 2 nits at jb. Was well worth it. Rly great to talk bot rock climbing and shit. Interestin how ey did their research. Cool shit i say.

Anw, bck to the gd day. Basically, the head supervisor of my attachment company make me an offer that i can't refuse. He proposed that i take half-a-day off on tue and a day off on thu in celebration of hari raya. Hell who wouldn refuse the offer. But guess what. I did.

COZ.................i'll be takin a day off nxt wk to celebrate wif my sprc mates and also mayb half-a-day off to go balik kampung on fri. So a fair trade i guess. hehe. I suffer now and enjoy later. Tt's all ther is to it. Kekeke. But i hv yet tell him abot it. The idea was to tell him on thu. Guess he wun mind i hope. And one more thing, my supervisor tot me how to lie. hehe. For my own sake actually. Guess we cant be honest men all the time. Must hv a bit of EQ here n ther.

Great stuff for a new beginning. To my peeps, selamat hari raya!

Speed & Angels

This was what I wanted to be.........



But due to the givern circumstances governing the Singapore government.......it changed.

The Renaissance Man

The terms Renaissance Man and (less commonly) Homo Universalis (which is Latin for "a universal man" or "man of the world") are related, and used to describe a person who is well educated, or who excels, in a wide variety of subjects or fields.^[2] This idea developed in Renaissance Italy from the notion expressed by one of its most accomplished representatives, Leon Battista Alberti (1404–72): that “a man can do all things if he will”. It embodied the basic tenets of Renaissance Humanism, which considered man the centre of the universe, limitless in his capacities for development, and led to the notion that men should try to embrace all knowledge and develop their own capacities as fully as possible. Thus the gifted men of the Renaissance sought to develop skills in all areas of knowledge, in physical development, in social accomplishments, and in the arts.

taken from the one and only, Wikipedia.

I want to Change the World

To make a difference...........

The Reason Why We Say 'Hi!' (Part 2)

(Switch off the music before you begin reading this)

A few months passed...

I walked that same corridor again. This time, I walk passed through it with a glimpse of what remains the inhabitants of that house. The people who are his relatives, people who are there but yet was not there. It may sound as if I am speaking in circles but if you try to comprehend the meaning of what I am trying to say, it may lead to a certain conclusion.

Unexpectedly, he died. It was a shocking news for me as I did not anticipate his impending death. Basically, it had been days or weeks since the last time I seen him. Since the last time I said 'Hi!' He was so upbeat each time I greeted him in the past that I do not believe any man could have known that he was going to depart so soon. The reason I had not seen him was plainly because my polytechnic school life had started and I was running home late each time that he would have been sleeping at that moment.

I went down to the voideck to give my last respect. A few distance away from corpse, I gave a minute of silence. Hell man, I did not even knew his name. Never had the courage to ask. Never knew that time was running low for him. But yet he was the man, that taught me something, the man that had always put up a smile in my face....

Sighed.



Dear people especially my friends,

The reason we say 'Hi!' is because it shows our acknowledge of the existence of another human being. To show that we had care to notice that person and had taken the time to at least greet him/her and let him/her know about it. Imagine how you would feel to be living in a world where people did not bother about you.

For example, would you live in a luxurious bungalow with roommates who does not matter what happens to you, whether you live or die. Or would you prefer a decent home with rommates/family members that socialise with you and know you best.

I choose the latter. As you can see people and friends, a simple greeting can make wonders and does make a different in the world. Just as it had it mine.

Lesson Learnt: Someone happiness may not necessarily comes in monetary terms, it comes from the simple gestures in life that make things so wonderful and yet so meaningful.

At the Peak

When do you say give up? Do you wait for things to progress? Or move on to what is better else in life?

Things do not happen as they used to be and you start wondering whether they will ever change.
You worry endlessly and it dampens the mood to do anything & everything. You walk the earth like a zombie day & night. Patiently waiting & believing in hope. You hide behind the mask of your trueself so people could never know what were your actual expressions. You are surrounded by happiness of the people but yet you feel so intense inside.

*Sigh

P.s. - Some expressions are not best kept hidden, Or they will eat u alive!

A New Beginning Awaits

First things 1st: Exams are over, what a relief.

Took a break with the Joys and other members of SPRC! Had a fun-filled pack of activities ranging from Khai's photoshoot modelling sessions to fire-poi tryouts! To cut things short, everyone was nevertheless exhausted at the end of the day!


Tomorrow is the day before the start of the Ramadhan! A change of habits is needed. ITP is around the corner and upcoming religious exams are inevitable.

New things to learn keeps me at bay and away from boredom.

P.S.-->A new beginning awaits!

The Question

Aiming high on expectations, I struggle endlessly on a day-to-day basis. Pursuing such endeavour is to put oneself in mind games with the devil inside. Studying day and night, I asked myself whether or not such a feat is worth the time and effort. Then, I asked myself this question:

The Reason Why We Say 'Hi!'

Walking pass through the narrow corridors of a HDB flat on the way home, I lay my head down, drained of energy from a day work. My mind was drifting in the air before it was conscious of a corner much familiar to me. I raised my head in quick response to the adjacent opened windows of a chinese-residence home. An elderly man who was seemingly resting quietly on his favourite chair caught a glimpse of me. He stood up immediately as if to be bestowed with the gift of life. The next would be a scenario of our small conversation:

Old man: Hello.......boy! Lu dari mana(You from where)? (Not suprisingly, he knew abit of malay)
Me: Ouh...ni hao? I from work ah. Just came back only!
Old man: Sudah makan (Have you eaten)?
Me: Ouh.....sudah sudah! You sudah makan?
Old man: Yes. You want some oranges?
Me: Nvm lah uncle. I also don't really like orange. But thanks anyway!
Old man: Okay, okay! Bye!
Me: Bye!

Of course, this was just a vague scenario of what happened. And it was the common manner of how we greeted each other. Every time I past that corridor it was a short conversation with that man or a mere 'HI!'. But what caught my attention was the way he would be delighted during our confrontations. There was this one time when he was in a dispiriting mood, sitting in his chair undisturbed by his many relatives who were mining their own business. All of a sudden, he would be hyperactive as I strolled past by and said 'Hi!'. He greeted back with such an open-hearted gesture that for a moment I was speechless by his instant reaction as well as the sudden stares from his relatives of who this boy may be.

A few months passed...(to be continued)

A preview

Hoho now is the actual operation of the new blog........hoho, of coz this my fren is just a preview of what the whole thing suppose to do. I hv yet to debug the code for addin my friends blog to my blog, linking them i mean! SO is ther any1 out ther who can HELP!?!?!?!? help me plz!!!!!!!!!!! and guys, plz dun click the links, for it will be very hard for u to come bck to the latest post unless u click copy and paste this to your link -------> http://www.life-creativity.blogspot.com/

Cheers to the new blog and Kudos to hv had help me to set up this blog........and kudos who are wish to offer me a helpin hand!

Personal Quotes

When a man loses all hope for what is good, he turns to madness. - A.N.Iman

Be reminded of the past, present and the future. - A.N.Iman

If the end, was the beginning, then when does it end? - A.N.Iman

Enthusiasm with empty words are just plain bullshits. - A.N.Iman

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